JasmineLoves

changed

2010-04-20T08:55:00.001-07:00

i've decided to change a blog. to some i will tell you :)

things have changed

2010-03-31T19:16:00.000-07:00

things are not the same anymore
things have changed
people have changed

im upset.

To people whom i always loved in my life

2010-02-03T00:00:00.001-08:00

To people whom i always loved in my life.

nothing is being forgotten.
how we walked thru together, thru ups and downs
its just hard for me to face all of u
there are alot of things going through my mind
things that make me want to turn away
im struggling on the inside
i dont know how to explain
if only you were in my shoes...

im nt upset with anyone
i know how YOU always loved me, never stopped praying for me.
and i miss YOU, all of you.
im sorry if i've disappointed you, and you.

im serious abt it.
u might nt understand
but i really am.

im always thinking abt Him.
i never tot of running away forever.
i've never forgotten abt how He changed my life.

perhaps, i just need time... i dont know.

love,
jasmine

finally an off day after a long weeked at work

2009-11-10T08:03:00.001-08:00

met up with iris for lunch at long john's today :)

went for rehersal for hyflux anniversary performance this afternoon.

met with crystal for dinner @ soup spoon...slurp! then shopped at bugis street.
but two pairs of shorts. cheap and good!!! :))

thats my off day today.

sian! tml work again...

break, finally

2009-10-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

its the first week of my long school break

we still have a major research project to do. who cares *wink to evie.

haha.. i love my partner, we're partners in crime. slackersssssssss

new job =) working at kindergolf.

expected more for pay, but upon considering the experience, its worth it... i guess =)

gym session started two weeks ago and died last week. this week... revived. haaass

i need a good payin tuition assignment.

i've got strong craving for frog leg porridge at duman foodcentre. anyone?

i want to go bangkok, and of course, Boston.

i'm soo proud of him. he worked hard, he acheived it, he endured, he perservered, he's discipline..

wow, you're my motivation :)

i will do something about it!

2009-06-01T09:00:00.001-07:00

Say goodbye to the lost weight jasmine
my my my, i've been eating...snacking... ALOT!! hurhur
i've put on a number of kgs already... DIE
focus from next week : exercise exercise excercise!!
i know i always say that but.. hahaha..
they say when one is happy he/she eats alot. hmmm =) i think its true!
hahas. But...cannot la...cant tahan already. i scared my tummy is as big as santa claus's before christmas even come.. better stop and do smth abt it. heh heh

GREAT SINGAPORE SALES HAS STARTED
oh man... the temptations begins!!!

i really hope tt things wil change for the better, the distance btw us is really killing me
will you still accept me as your friend?

童的传人 has became part of my life <3
and yes... i'm in love =)

denekorb

2009-05-27T22:54:00.000-07:00

those replies are really mean and hurtful
at least even if you dont agree, u still accept me because of who i am
you shut me off just like that
i dont even have a chance to speak
you dont even wish to listen at all
how much i have treasured things btw us
i began to doubt, what am i even to u?
it seems like its so easy for you
no wonder some ppl say, its better to keep certain things to urself
i think thats true. if i hadnt say, things wont have happened isnt it?
perhaps i dont even matter at all
if u feel more comfortable this way
then i really have nth to say

my birthday wishlist

2009-04-13T01:10:00.001-07:00

Evie asked me at the bus stop to post what i want for my birthday present...
i thought about it, and HEY!!!
the best gift that you can ever give to me, is YOURSELF =)
cheezy i know... but in my 21 years of life, you've played an important role.
YOU have made an impact in me.
that's the best gift ever. :D

BUT!!!
*blink blink*
if you really really really want to get me a presentttttttt.... heh heh heh heh heh :D
these are some suggestions la huh ;)

1. New Handphone. I dont mind Nokia E71. muahahaha
2. Coach/Burberry wallet. *wink
3. Coach/Burberry bag. *double wink
4. Calvin Klein Watch. muahahaha.
5. Calvin Klein One Summer Perfume
5. Escada Pacific Paradise Perfume
7. BMW 7 series. 0.0 oei. not TOY CAR ah.
8. Nice pair of heels/covered shoes/havaianas
9. Nice bag for school =) nt backpack huh
10. Cool HipHop Adidas *Jacket/Tshirt/BAG~
11. Comfy Dance Pants and Shoes
12. Stylish, my style kind of clutch
13. More Dresses... (:
14. Lingerie. muahahahahahha. :X nt fancy fancy one huh
15. Great Cosmetics. like Dior's Foundation...Benefit's Mascara. hahahahas!
16. Gym Membership. heh heh
17. Medi and Pedicure package hah hah
18. Accessories lor. my style
19. Lose Weight. 'pls dont get me diet pills'
20. MONEY... moolah moolah *shing shing*

Feet size: 38.
Clothes size : 8/Medium

Jasmine's needs

2009-03-24T00:41:00.000-07:00

Jasmine is sick
Jasmine is feeling a lil emo
Jasmine wants to hit the gym but doesnt know if shes well enough to go
Jasmine wants to sauna
Jasmine wants a part time job badly
Jasmine wants elmo and big bird to be well soon
Jasmine wants to spend more time with her girlfriends and loved ones
Jasmine wants to hurry finish her portfolio assignment and get started with it
Jasmine wants to go for dance classes
Jasmine wants to try acting
Jasmine wants to go for TFCD shoots
Jasmine wants to go ktv to sing
Jasmine wants to lose more weight
Jasmine wants to go for an overseas trip with her friends
Jasmine is still thinking if she shld have a 21st big bash
Jasmine misses her little kids
Jasmine misses her nieces
Jasmine thinks that she should spend some time with her pillows now
Jasmine says she'll update again soon, she hope.

loves.

mad

2009-03-04T19:06:00.001-08:00

Mad lyricsShe's starin' at meI'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over meAll that that means is neither of us is listeningAnd what's even worse?That we don't even remember why we're fightingSo both of us are mad forNothing, fighting forNothin', crying forNothing, whoaBut we won't let it go forNothing, no not forNothing, this should beNothing to a love like what we gotOh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rainBut baby, can we make up now?'Cause I can't sleep through the painCan't sleep through the painGirl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at youAnd I don't want you to go to bed mad at meNo, I don't wanna go to bed mad at youAnd I don't want you to go to bed mad at meOh no no noAnd it gets me upsetGirl when you're constantly accusingAskin' questions like you already knowWe're fighting this warBaby when both of us are losingThis ain't the way that love is supposed to goWhoa, what happened to workin' it out?We've fall into this placeWhere you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' downSo what the hell do we do now?It's all forNothing, fighting forNothing, crying forNothing, whoaBut we won't let it go forNothing, no not forNothing, this should beNothing to a love like what we gotOh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rainBut baby, can we make up now?'Cause I can't sleep through the painCan't sleep through the painGirl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at youAnd I don't want you to go to bed mad at meNo, I don't wanna go to bed mad at youAnd I don't want you to go to bed mad at meOh no no noOh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfectPerfect, perfect, oh ohAnd just how good it's gonna beWe can fuss and we can fightLong as everything's all right between usBefore we go to sleepBaby, we're gonna be happy, ohBaby, I know sometimes it's gonna rainBut baby, can we make up now?'Cause I can't sleep through the painCan't sleep through the painGirl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at youAnd I don't want you to go to bed mad at meNo, I don't wanna go to bed mad at youAnd I don't want you to go to bed mad at meOh no no no

poker face

2009-03-04T19:02:00.000-08:00

Mum mum mum mahMum mum mum mahI wanna hold em' like they do in Texas PlaysFold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to startAnd after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heartOh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-ohI'll get him hot, show him what I've gotOh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh, I'll get him hot, show him what I've gotCan't read my, Can't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)Can't read myCan't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will beA little gambling is fun when you're with me (I love it)Russian Roulette is not the same without a gunAnd baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, funOh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-ohI'll get him hot, show him what I've gotOh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh, I'll get him hot, show him what I've gotCan't read my, Can't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)Can't read myCan't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)I won't tell you that I love youKiss or hug youCause I'm bluffin' with my muffinI'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunningJust like a chick in the casinoTake your bank before I pay you outI promise this, promise thisCheck this hand cause I'm marvelousCan't read my, Can't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)Can't read myCan't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)Can't read my, Can't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)Can't read myCan't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)Can't read my, Can't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)Can't read myCan't read myNo he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)

Goal

2009-02-25T18:42:00.000-08:00

i have something to acheive for. =)
its a secret... till i've acheived it, then i'll share with u.. heeees
smth tt i think its a goood plan.. i hope it'll come to past

i want to stand up
and be stronger
emotionally, and of course physically
i want to dance
i want to improve
i dont want to be where i am now.
i'm heading
i'm heading forward.
not to look back
but to see what God has in stored for me.

many loves.

rah!

2009-02-15T07:15:00.000-08:00

oh my tian.
in my entire life. im dreaming of driving the BMW 7 series.. woooohooo. kien allowed me! wahah
well, they didnt trust me in the beginning. but eventually we were still safe and sound.
i'll like to emphasize to everyone... tt i'm a safe driver alright?!

this sets me thinking...

was out with my family in the noon till now... i was driving... parents were beside.
as usual. 'dont this' and 'dont that'. grrr. can get a lil frustrating esp my mum who kept nagging.
perserverance! grrr. i will drive their car one day on my own.
cos it comes back to the point where
im a safe driver! wahahahs.

''all the single ladies... all the single ladies x2... put your hands up!'' - zoggy's ringtone
someone was like 'this is not a nice song to use on vday!'
wahahahas. hilarious!

their friendship is so real. genuine. full of love. from the heart.
im amazed. =)

*everything is deleted. erased. you've changed. im amazed. :\

蕭敬騰 - 原諒我

2009-02-10T00:25:00.000-08:00

作詞：阿沁作曲：阿沁

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多
話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受他比我適合
愛放了手我偽裝冷漠
逼妳先說分手

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多
話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受他比我適合
愛放了手我偽裝冷漠
逼妳先說分手
請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱

原諒我必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間逗留
我怕說不出口

原諒我沒有解釋太多心痛
別無所求徹底忘了我
愛原來有捨得

我難過
我才懂

assignments!

2009-02-08T05:49:00.000-08:00

im supposed to be doing work now.
yes i am
just felt attached to this blog nowadays. muahahas.
church service today was fabulous.
pastor talked about what men and women look for in their partners.
well, hes gonna talk about the top five, but he only went through the first one today, and the rest will be next week! muahahas. gonna look forward to it. how he illustrated it with the drama.
jin ho chio laaaaaa. =)
anyone interested can join me next week.

Top qualities in what men and women look for in their partners:
women: 1. affectionate - I AGREE!
men: 1. sexual fulfillment (of course for married couples)
yes. my pastor is being open abt it. i mean, this is a fact :)
and what he explains is all so true!

alright. gonna go back to edit the bibliographies. and do many other assignments!
:D
teehee

im still learning...
im still reflecting...

im gonna try atteng ALL morning prayermeetings with chewie. woooooo~

sleepy mode

2009-02-06T08:56:00.000-08:00

im at home nw.
its a friday night. 1256am. wanted to go to my ah qi's chalet. but thought that i shld stay home.
wanna do work. but cant seem to start.

been reflecting on myself these days.
you can ask shaun :)
thanks shaun! i enjoy talking to you :) thank you for listening too...

hmmm what do you understand about me?
i wan to change for the better
some areas which i hate about myself
but i cant seem to
some areas which i cant forgive myself
which i failed to forget
i've let ppl down. ppl who really loves me.
im sorry. despite of these. you still chose to love me.
thank u.
thank you for accepting who i am.

i want to guard my heart.
i want to see a change.
i want to make a difference.
i want to control my emotions before it takes control over me.

p.s. Sheryl, theres so many things i wanna tell u. give me some time to pen it all down.

thankyou for loving me.
Hugs.

going away.

2009-02-05T23:31:00.000-08:00

my flight is confirm

June 18 to July 23rd

away to Boston to study.

:)

bored

2009-02-05T23:26:00.000-08:00

im posting this while im in class
this lesson is useless
wasting my time
hahas
still have plenty of assignments to go
wanna chiong a few reflections this week
i will TRY
:D
after next week i'll be free
i mean free-er
woohoo
so many things i wanna do
rena is away :(

will u be there for me???

im still learning to be stronger.

loves, jasmine

:/

2009-02-04T09:46:00.000-08:00

been thinking alot today.
kind of emo.

i'm sorry if i've neglected you
i'm sorry if i've made you unhappy

sighs.
i dont know what to say.

feeling tired.

jasmine wants to be stronger.

this post is for you.

2009-02-04T09:28:00.001-08:00

i'm sorry for not being able to be there for you.
i thank you for what you have done for me.
so much.
so much, that no amount of words can express my gratitude.
you are one of the best person i have ever met. yes, you are.
i thank God for allowing me to meet you. to make our path crossed.
perhaps, it might be a nightmare for you. i dont know.
but i've never regret it. the times spent with you.
theres so much i want to say, but it doesnt matter anymore.
i'll keep you in my prayers. always.
please take care, my friend.

loves, jasmine.

aFresh.

2009-02-04T08:34:00.000-08:00

its a new year.
i'm starting all over again.

:)